My mom wishes i was never born. What do I do?

Honey, I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you. The best you can do is pray, and let Jesus take the wheel. Even if you're not religious, you honestly need to find him and from there, everything will fall into place. I promise. I would not be saying this if it wasn't true. Also, talk to maybe your pastor (if you have one, or go find one) talk to the school counselor or another adult that you trust and love. It will turn out right, its just the journey of getting there that feels like it might break you. But it wont.